Zenefits looked like one of the great startup stories.
It had identified a genuine and massive pain point. HR, benefits, and payroll were a mess for small businesses. Zenefits made them simple. For a while, it scaled faster than almost any SaaS company before it. At its peak, it raised $500 million at a $4.5 billion valuation, and people called it a category-defining business.
I remember how quickly it imploded. Turns out they were breaking industry regulations in order to move as fast as they did. Founder Parker Conrad resigned. Layoffs followed. A company celebrated as a rocket ship became a case study in what happens when speed becomes the only metric that matters.
Speed wasn’t the problem. Speed is what startups want. The problem was all the temptations that came from achieving that speed.
1. Success creates temptation
Speed is the magnet that attracts investors looking for the next home run. The fastest-growing companies raise the most money.
But raising money is not success. It is the beginning of massive expectations. That is all.
I was part of a VC fund 12 years ago, and our entire fund was smaller than a single Series A deal today. The round sizes have changed. Human nature has not. More capital feels like validation. It’s hard to pass that up.
But that validation comes at the cost of massive pressure. And that pressure leads directly to the next trap.
2. Temptation creates distraction
When you can do everything, you will do everything.
When you can only afford to do one thing, you do that one thing with everything you have. Constraint creates focus. Abundance creates diffusion.
Too many options can be a problem. They slow us down.
When my wife and I want to watch a movie, we have too many choices. That’s the reality for a founder with too much money. You can do everything. That is tempting.
Priorities multiply until nothing is actually a priority. The original mission that made you dangerous gets buried under the weight of everything you could do.
Speed requires focus and simplicity. Do one thing disruptively well. Everything else is noise. Ignore the shiny objects.
3. Distraction causes you to lose yourself
Running a rocket ship is thrilling. Exhilarating. Every day you collapse with satisfied exhaustion.
When you have tons of capital and resources, your ambition grows. Ambition is great. But not when it comes at the cost of focus.
That lack of focus leads to desperation. You become desperate. Unhinged. Somewhere along the way, you lose yourself.
You forget why you started this company. You forget your values and principles. You start chasing highs. More, more, more.
When things are going well, the press starts writing about you. Not about the company. About you. You might have hundreds of employees, but the journalists only call one person. The conference organizers only invite one person. The ecosystem builds a story around you and slowly, imperceptibly, you start to believe it. You start to believe your own hype. This is almost always fatal.
The best founders I know remain genuinely humble. Genuinely uncertain about whether they have it figured out. Many of the founders who fail lose that humility somewhere in the ascent.
4. When you lose yourself, you become your company
I have watched this play out dozens of times across my years as CFO, VC, and banker. It is one of the most painful things to witness.
At some point, the company stops being what you are building and becomes who you are.
The company's success is your worth. Its struggles are your failures as a human being. Every down quarter is a personal indictment.
When your identity is on the line, you stop leading from clarity and start leading from self-preservation.
You hedge. You spin. You tell people what they want to hear rather than what they need to know.
No market winner was ever built by hedging.
The way out
The lesson is not that Zenefits grew too fast. Plenty of companies grow fast and figure it out.
The lesson is that growth without a strong foundation is a house of cards.
The foundation that holds companies together under the most extreme pressure is a founder who knows who they are. Grounded. Clear. Leading from purpose rather than fear. Not chasing.
When I last caught up with Tobi from Shopify, what struck me most was that he was the exact same person. Hungry. Impatient. Curious. Smart AF. On a mission. He has never fallen prey to the hype surrounding him. It’s all noise.
Everything else can be fixed. A founder who has lost themselves cannot lead the recovery.
The pressure to maintain a hypergrowth narrative creates conditions in which corners are cut.
Small compromises pile on top of each other. Judgment degrades.
This is what happens when a company operates from fear rather than purpose.
Are you still the same person who started this? Or did you lose yourself along the way?
The founders inside Limitless are building differently. They are as obsessed with growth as anyone. But they are equally obsessive about the foundation beneath it. Their energy. Their clarity. Their focus on building a truly sustainable company. No corner cutting. A company built on strong fundamentals.
This is why they can build themselves and their companies without limits.
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— Mark